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Subject: The doubting of Gods existence
Content: I was in school and one of my friends at school asked me Do you know God is real? Have you ever seen heaven. All week this happened. I started to think about that at that time. I was home from school sick one of the weeks and I didnt know if God was real. I tried to find evidence of Gods existence online. I went to church many Sundays and I couldnt feel God. People came up to me and said isnt this awesome,The presence of God? I went to a singles rally and I felt God for the first time in a very long time. Someone came up to me while I was in the alter and he said-God hasnt been as real to you. You have been looking in the wrong places. God will reveal himself to you if you open up to him. I decided not to quit church. I got into the same problem again. The Tuesday before an event called Winterfire. There was prayer and care at someones home and that night bro. Dennis went into the kitchen with the men to pray for them. He asked each of us what he wanted to pray for. I asked for prayer for doubting Gods existence. Powerful move of God. My uncle  Chris told me that the devil sees Gods annointing in my life and hes trying to plant seeds of doubt in your life. He said God allowed this to happen and if God allowed it then he will take you through it. He told me half the things I was thinking.( At that point i was thinking wow God does exist.) He said mark today on your calender. Today is when God starts moving in your life. He told me Gods plans for my life. I cried because God still loved me and he wanted me to be part of his plan. God is awesome!